Pooh Admin
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Ainu's word was interesting, because that was exactly how I felt when I got my first airticket to Japan. I was worried I would get injured or something, I mean, it felt like too good to be true.. But don't worry Ainu, of course nothing will happen. Soon you can enjoy being there in Japan, eating delicious sashimi and taking a walk in the Japanese scenery. I hope you remember us here in this discussion room then.. Now that I have "unsettled" to live in this new house, I feel confused and empty at best. The finnish people here and all this, hmm, cultural atmosphere of this island.. I feel I need to get out from here to breath! And the old resident is still here, smoking inside the house.. And sure enough, now, everything I happen to own smells cigarette too. But I realized how fragile thing friendship can be. We can be friends with someone, even for a long time, support each other you know, and then just suddenly *snap* something and that friendship is all over.. and there is very little to do to restore it. These kind of things occur especially with people who have tendency to drink too much. So I spend my days holed up in my work room (Today I installed my good old work desk! I love this black polished desk! Good memories came with it) and try my best to figure out work things so that I can get enough money to go to Japan in October and shoot my documentary (put it out of it's misery). Well, maybe things will be ok, even though they look confusing at times to times. If we take positive action, the future is something that will just come. I hope so.
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